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Pig Miracle Day

by Pink Narcissus

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1.
Intro 01:32
"I've got that cream so no one gets a rash, not like last year".
2.
Mother I've got me a problem I'm broken, I feel so ashamed My lust is a cancer consuming I'm back to the old sordid games Sister I feel my skin blister Scorched by the fiery flames Don't know why I do what I'm doing But I make these mistakes just the same My dream had dried up, now I'm left here alone I'm searching my soul but the feeling has flown I'm craving the comfort that I had once known Mama bring me back, bring me back to my home Father I fear I'm a failure I brought you nothing but pain And only defiled all you gave me Tainting the family name Sister I feel my skin blister Scorched by the fiery flames Don't know why I do what I'm doing But I do it again and again and again and again My dream had dried up, now I'm left here alone I'm searching my soul but the feeling has flown I can't find the words when we talk on the phone Mama bring me back, bring me back now My dream had dried up, now I'm left here alone I'm searching my soul but the feeling has flown I'm craving the comfort that I had once known Mama bring me back, bring me back to my home
3.
No Relief 04:15
Feels like I’m unravelling Could be I’m losing the thread Each breath is closer to death Or am I already dead Just feels like nothing is right This world’s a mess of mistakes I want to stand up and fight Instead I break down and ache There’s no reward for being real When all is plastic and fake We’re all constrained by these chains Oh how I long to escape It’s this constant, craving hunger It drives me onward as it drags me under Oh no, no No I can get no inner peace There’s no relief and there’s no release Nothing ahead but pain and grief There’s no relief and there’s no release I hold my ground and I grit my teeth But there’s no relief and there’s no release I stand and stare in disbelief There’s no relief and there’s no Release me, release me, release me, release me, release me, release me now And so we see there’s no future No life, no light and no love We went and sent out the raven Now where’s the hope for the dove Is there a chance of dry land An earthly have of peace No one’s expecting the famine When we’re engorged on the feast It’s like we’re hooked on a reel Drawn like a moth to the flame If I get burned I might feel Oh how I long for that pain It’s this constant, craving hunger It drives me onward as it drags me under Oh no, no No I can get no inner peace There’s no relief and there’s no release Nothing ahead but pain and grief There’s no relief and there’s no release I hold my ground and I grit my teeth But there’s no relief and there’s no release I stand and stare in disbelief There’s no relief and there’s no Release me, release me, release me, release me, release me, release me now
4.
Failings 03:59
All I'm offering you is love What is it you're so afraid of When you hurt and you hide all away I implore you to take me on I reach for you and then you're gone Now I call out and ask you to stay But the flesh is weak and my will's not strong I tried so hard but I can't hold on I lived my life by my lust so long And I hate myself for what I've become I hurt myself so I don’t feel numb It feels so right when it’s all so wrong The flesh is weak and my will's not strong The flesh is weak, my will's not strong We're both alone in our separate rooms Rubbing salt into open wounds Bashing heads against the walls In our worlds we fail and fall ‘Cause the flesh is weak and my will's not strong I tried so hard but I can't hold on I lived my life by my lust so long And I hate myself for what I've become I hurt myself so I don’t feel numb It feels so right when it’s all so wrong The flesh is weak and my will's not strong The flesh is weak, my will's not strong All the failings of my feelings Dashed against the walls and ceilings I was standing, now I'm kneeling Vulnerability revealing If you were here today Than our tomorrows could be better I'd be your raft to cling to Get you through this stormy weather All I'm offering you is love What is it you're so afraid of When you hurt and you hide all away When you're lost and you have no hope Stand by me we'll find ways to cope Where there's will we can still find a way You are all that I want to keep But the flesh and my will is weak You are all that I want to keep But the flesh and my will is weak
5.
Baron Wolf 04:00
So when they’ve trampled your dreams And when they’ve crushed all desire That’s when you may as well quit That’s when it’s time to retire There’s nothing left to achieve Nothing to which you aspire But still my heart somehow bleeds Still I’m consumed by this fire I struggle to rise against All those who’d want me to change Repress my heart and repent Don’t try to tell me what’s strange So I’ve got strangeways Does that make me wrong Well you’d have strangeways If you just didn’t belong But still I fought my way through God knows I’ve tried to be strong It’s like my mind’s in a maze So, so, so what if I’ve got strangeways It’s all these panic attacks They keep on holding me back I try to rise to the light But just sink in to the black I came to far down this road I came too fast of this track And now I’m feeling the strain Beginning to see the cracks And still you say that I’m weird My mind’s disturbed and deranged I’m everything that you feared Don’t try to tell me what’s strange So I’ve got strangeways Is that what you think Well you’d have strangeways If you were pushed to the brink Thought hope could keep me afloat Seems like I can’t help but sink Is this the price I must pay So, so, so what if I’ve got strangeways So I’ve got strangeways Does that make me wrong Well you’d have strangeways If you just didn’t belong But still I fought my way through God knows I’ve tried to be strong My head and heart’s in a daze So, so, so what if I’ve got strangeways …Is that what you think Well you’d have strangeways If you were pushed to the brink I’ve never been like the rest And no it’s not just a phase Maybe it’s you that’s repressed So, so, so what if I’ve got strangeways So what if you’ve got strangeways So what if we’ve got strangeways
6.
Time 04:28
Time takes its toll Takes us all Makes us small again We all have to fall In the end To descend from when We used to play games To make light And what we’d fight about Is all in the past It don’t last It’s not right to bring These things up again We made peace We made friends at least But now here we are All alone To atone for all the Hopes and the dreams That we had When we were young and mad And glad to shine bright To feel right So let’s not fight about it Time won’t wait It slips away It’s not too late To seize the day Time takes its toll Takes us all Makes us small again We all have to fall In the end To descend from when We used to play games To make light And what we’d fight about Is all in the past It don’t last It’s not right to bring These things up again We made peace We made friends at least But now here we are All alone To atone for all the Hopes and the dreams That we had When we were young and mad And glad to shine bright To feel right So let’s not fight about it Time won’t wait It slips away Don’t hesitate Seize the day
7.
We fucked up, now I’ve fallen When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But when you call my name I’ll come My self-worth is stalling When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But if you called my name I’d come crawling back Once we both stood in the same room Now you have closed the door to me And left me lurking in the gloom Your shadow still hangs over me And why now would you want me back With all my insecurity When I can only do you harm I’m poison to your purity We fucked up, now I’ve fallen When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But when you call my name I’ll come My self-worth is stalling When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But if you called my name I’d come crawling back To how it was all once before With noting less and nothing more Of anything I never once demanded of you I guess you never knew me when Our two lives first did interweave Your heart was open to me then And I wanted you, wanted you to want me Now it’s time to set you free To sink into obscurity And never have you close to me I’m poison to your purity We fucked up, now I’ve fallen When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But when you call my name I’ll come My self-worth is stalling When you call my name I’ll come crawling I don’t hear you calling But if you called my name I’d come crawling back Still you said you loved me And you kept me begging please You let me love you And you left me on my knees

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released October 6, 2017

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